I’m sorry for this silence.
I know you wish it would end.
That I would open up to you,
And share the thoughts racing through my head,
But I’ll keep them to myself instead.
I want to talk to you,
But I don’t know if it’s the thing to do.
You know I’ve been hurt before
And I don’t want to feel that way, anymore,
Some day I’ll step outside the walls
And welcome you.
We’ve had countless conversations
Spanned across an endless life of time.
But you have heard none of it,
‘cuz it’s only happened in my mind.
Please dont think that I don’t trust you.
Or consider you not worth the breath.
I really fear the opposite and of that
I’m scared to death.
Some day I’ll step outside the walls
Some day I’ll step outside the walls.
And welcome you.